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    August 09

    一年了,但思念继续

    清楚的记得去年的8月8日,在北京看着奥运开幕式无比激动。没想到一年过得这么快,但有些东西我没有忘记,包括2008年8月8日你给我发的那条短信;“奥运好伟大,我好想回家,我好想你。”
    晚上一个人去了广州的酒吧,一个人一支烟一杯酒,喝了不少越发思念越发难受。每次酒醉之后我都会责备自己试大混蛋,责备自己只顾实现理想而放弃了本来珍惜的人。
    TAKE ME HOME, COUNTRY ROAD。听着这首歌我眼眶情不自禁湿润了。本来我们可以很幸福,在北京安一个幸福的小家,在那里我们可以有我们最亲的父母,在那里我们可以有平静但却真实的幸福,在那里或许我们还会有一只可爱的“小昭昭”,而我们也会经常带着它走在楼下的花园里。
    突然想起你被北京深秋的风吹乱的头发,而那个时候我会习惯的用手帮你梳理头发,每次我都想说,为什么我的老婆会如此漂亮。
    我知道你想家,我知道你想回来。我知道你想回到我们曾经的小家庭,再看看那扇每天都能看到日出的窗户,再理理经常被我弄乱的书桌,再对我唠叨“把鞋放鞋柜里,说了你多少次了!”
    你知道吗?这段时间我有些变了。我突然发现其实我也可以和别人和睦相处,我也可以每天让自己开开心心的,我也可以学着控制自己的情绪。这些方面你不知说了我多少次,但为什么我的改变偏偏是在你离开之后呢?
    我今天要等着日出,等着就像过去那样在那个时候和你说,“太阳出来了,今天我依然好爱你!”
    我知道你会一直爱着我,即使你身在天堂。放心,我也依然爱着你,因为没有人能代替你!
     

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    12 212wrote:
    又是煽情的一篇
    Aug. 15
    嘉聪 陆wrote:
    珍惜眼前人
    Aug. 10
    大白 DONNYwrote:
    知道一切都应该有个结束,特别是对过去的人和事。但是也许是我的性格使然吧,总觉得那是一个烙印。当我知道如果不能忘记那就选择放下。另外,我也会试着让自己在快乐当中继续下去。
    Aug. 9
    JOAN RENwrote:
    我们都需要给自己一个理由继续,并选择继续下去的方式--快乐或不快乐。完美主义是印在血液里的东西,不用试图去终结它,试着去管理它就行了。
    Aug. 9

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